Disney world helped me with anorexia recovery

Ok I was in it for two months before I went but having my childhood dream holiday booked helped me because I wanted the full experinence so I went into recovery two moths prior and when I got there I ate everything I wanted and drank everything I wanted , I didnt restrict at all , then after that I realised how much My eating disorder stole from me and its now been 10 months and im doing very well in recovery. Its been one of the hardest things Ive ever done , but It meant I met my soulmate and I finally also could have dinner with my family and not miss out on any social interactions due to my eating disorder. I still struggle a lot but I know one day I will be fully recovered physically and mentally. I would have died if I didnt go into recovery , I think I did it just in time and its my second attempt but this time its my idea and im serious about it.