I Have An Eating Disorder

I’m sure I’m relapsing, and I honestly don’t know how to feel about that. I can go months feeling fine, eating normally and not restricting, which is what occurred for about 4 months.

Two nights ago, I started counting and restricting calories again as well as obsessively having to weigh myself every few hours. I’m very well aware of how toxic this is, but can’t really stop myself at the moment.