I "miss" it sometimes. I don't want to eat today. Whenever I get depressed I miss being bulimic like I was in high school. I'm very slender, but food has always kind of scared me. This is so bad.
I feel like I miss my eating disorder sometimes too. It's so hard, sometimes I feel like I'm recovered but other days I feel like I'm back to square one. Try to stay strong. Ur not alone in this