Woke Up, Got Up
….. and fell over.
Sitting on the floor feeling dizzy as fuck and realised I hadn’t eaten anything in nearly 3 days.
I’ve forced myself to eat breakfast and now my stomach is churning 🤢
Whenever I’m sad or ill it’s as though my brain reacts with switching off my hunger cues in preparation for death 🙄
And at work today I’ve had pest control in 2 of the homes so I’ve had to make multiple trips up multiple staircases to make sure the residents are awake, that they’ve left the building, that their doors are unlocked, then locked them again afterwards 😫
Sitting on the floor feeling dizzy as fuck and realised I hadn’t eaten anything in nearly 3 days.
I’ve forced myself to eat breakfast and now my stomach is churning 🤢
Whenever I’m sad or ill it’s as though my brain reacts with switching off my hunger cues in preparation for death 🙄
And at work today I’ve had pest control in 2 of the homes so I’ve had to make multiple trips up multiple staircases to make sure the residents are awake, that they’ve left the building, that their doors are unlocked, then locked them again afterwards 😫