I feel like every time I figure it out, something happens that makes me question my judgment

Just keep moving forward. Life is ever changing. You got to try to capture the moment and enjoy. Just do what makes you happy at that moment. Your judgment is always right, at least for that particular moment in your life. 👍

Tell me about it, it how I feel after yesterday too

Life is also a never ending cycle

You're not meant to figure it out.