Some partial bitterness

He suggested that we break up. Because he realised he wants a family and I don't. So we had the discussion yesterday. Today was my nameday. It's a thing in Greece. And I just spent it with few people that we go for hikes together. I even had a chance to swim in a lake and I love these things... Yet yet .. i spent the day without anyone close, friend, family or him. It's uhm weird. I spent this year's birthday on August, alone too, i had took myself to a concert.
Idk it is what it is i guess, but there is some partial bitterness to it, maybe practice makes perfect? ❤️

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smiler2012 · 56-60

{@elafina] 😔 sorry to hear you have split up maybe the best thing as you should not be forced to start a family if you think the time is not right and if he is not prepared to wait what sort of boyfriend / husband does that make him

elafina · 36-40, F

@smiler2012 we had an adult discussion..we talked about our dreams and he clearly has the dream of sharing his life with someone and having then that developing into a family.. while I don't see that in my dreams horizon. You could ask then, what am I doing, getting into a relationship? I contradict myself i know. I just live for the moment. I don't make life-sharing plans. There is my art, my will to travel.
He said he wants to become a father. ..I love children but i prefer teaching kids art or interacting with my nieces, instead of devoting myself to taking care of my own, i just have many things to do and a different calling. But i felt sad you know..

ABCDEF7 · M

@elafina I don't see anything wrong in it, everyone is different. It's up to you where you want your life energies and your time is used.