I Love Werewolves

First off, you are not rambling. You are merely asking questions. And, in case it ever does matter, I am male.

Now, as for your question, I do not know where I will go when I die. Unlike others, I don't assume I know where I'll go, I just hope it's a reasonable place. I believe that a god, gods or goddesses (whatever you prefer) can exist, but I have no proof. So it's just my belief, nothing more. If there is a heaven and a hell, I doubt that my kind are automatically condemned to hell. How much sense does that truly make? I have been a kind and loving person all my life. Also, humans are responsible for the deaths of multiple people that I loved. And yet, against that fact, I continue to protect and care for humans as best I can. If I go to hell because of that, then there's something very wrong there. I am not a monster. WE are not monsters, regardless of what some frightened humans may tell you. It's fear and rumors that killed my mother. It is fear that killed 9 million people in the European Witch Trials, and so many other genocides are because of fear.

I'm sorry if I appear angry, but I am. Not at you, but merely at the thoughts and memories I have. If there is a God, and he condemns me to hell because of what I am, then how perfect is he really? Is it right to kill a man because his skin is dark? No. So why would it be right to kill a man because he is part animal? Especially when I have gone out of my way to care about the safety of humans. And what do I get in return? Still, they hunt and kill my kind and still the majority of humans do not even believe in us. I am nothing more than a fairytale to them. And even to those who believe in us, government and religion make us look like horrible monsters. They demonize us just like Southern americans once did to blacks. Just like Hitler once did to Jewish people.

I don't know where I will go when and if I die. I don't even truly care about that. I don't need to know that there is something beyond this life. All I need is my life, my family, my friends, and my mate. I don't need an afterlife, no matter what form it may take. And besides, even if I am good enough to get into the Christian heaven, I'm going to the Muslim hell. No matter what religion I join, I'm going to someone's hell. Makes a lot of sense doesn't it?