Help needed. [I Am A Real Werewolf]

A few years ago, I left the werewolf community and questioning. Now, I’m beginning to doubt my humanity (or, well, beginning to question my animality) and am questioning whether or not I am a wolf. Do objects such as amulets help with shifting and such (e.g. a pendant)? Can someone link me to good information about everything? What are the symptoms of being a wolf? Thank you.