I do find Solace in Jesus.

Come to me all ye who are heavy laiden and I will give you rest for my burden is Light. I am under deep scrutiny both by God and His Angels who inspire actual MOVIES AND COMMERCIALS ABOUT MY WORLD. And demons who try to posses me causing me to sin and then having false prophets called physics accusing m3 of all sorts of evil with half thruths and lies. And then the judgment of others who don't know me, just the crap that stalks me. I must lean on Jesus, He's the only one who truly understands everything!!! Doesn't He teach us to rejoice when the accuse us of all sorts of evil.yay ....I'll try I know for great is my reward in Heaven...Plus I already know that Heaven is real because I can already hear the Angels sing and sometimes I like to sing along and it never ceases to amaze me and I do feel blessed, like really blessed, and for God I am greatful.