I keep waiting on him...
He told me he liked me, and wanted to make me his gf! Thats been a long time ago...
I accepted.
He told me he needed me and asked to someday be more than his gf, wanted me to be his wife.
I said let me think about it...thats been a long time..many days ago..
Days went by..weeks..months..then we had a disagreement.
He ghosted me for several days and I was left in tears.
I picked up, moved on..he came back asking me to be his gf again..like ugh..then i confused myself with is he a myth or playing head games?
He says he liked how i am looking now, he enjoys the chase, but im broke by the silence.
On again, off again..never met IRL!
At the least I got a picture, a promise..yet no follow through..i asked whats the holding process..why are you running away?
He responded busy with work..ok understood.
So when youre not so busy..i wont chase nor bother you. I go silent. No messages for days, three weeks later he asked you alright? I do not respond, i do not chase. Im not a vendor machine..im not a pot of playdough..im not just for entertainment purposes only..but he responds i must wait.
What am i waiting for?
How long must I wait?
No response.
Months turn over to new seasons..he replies, its the job..its a secret mission, its war, its famin, its sometimes things i cant explain..i feel crushed, yet hopeful...
Then he replies, i have another mission..i have a longer stay..i shall be gone much longer than it was anticipated..will you still wait for me?
Yes. I shall wait..
Been 3 yrs..still waiting. 5 was originally planned, now it may be 10 depends on this war.
The navy, the army, the marines, it doesnt matter the branch, the replies, the deployments..what matters is Will I wait for him?
One true love..one answer..one man for the rest of my life to get to the best of my life..yes, I shall each day wait...
Do any other wives out there that also have a fiance enlisted or have military men, feel like this?
I accepted.
He told me he needed me and asked to someday be more than his gf, wanted me to be his wife.
I said let me think about it...thats been a long time..many days ago..
Days went by..weeks..months..then we had a disagreement.
He ghosted me for several days and I was left in tears.
I picked up, moved on..he came back asking me to be his gf again..like ugh..then i confused myself with is he a myth or playing head games?
He says he liked how i am looking now, he enjoys the chase, but im broke by the silence.
On again, off again..never met IRL!
At the least I got a picture, a promise..yet no follow through..i asked whats the holding process..why are you running away?
He responded busy with work..ok understood.
So when youre not so busy..i wont chase nor bother you. I go silent. No messages for days, three weeks later he asked you alright? I do not respond, i do not chase. Im not a vendor machine..im not a pot of playdough..im not just for entertainment purposes only..but he responds i must wait.
What am i waiting for?
How long must I wait?
No response.
Months turn over to new seasons..he replies, its the job..its a secret mission, its war, its famin, its sometimes things i cant explain..i feel crushed, yet hopeful...
Then he replies, i have another mission..i have a longer stay..i shall be gone much longer than it was anticipated..will you still wait for me?
Yes. I shall wait..
Been 3 yrs..still waiting. 5 was originally planned, now it may be 10 depends on this war.
The navy, the army, the marines, it doesnt matter the branch, the replies, the deployments..what matters is Will I wait for him?
One true love..one answer..one man for the rest of my life to get to the best of my life..yes, I shall each day wait...
Do any other wives out there that also have a fiance enlisted or have military men, feel like this?
41-45, F
