A Poem of the Loss of LoveDancers on the Storm We talked of demons; yours and mine. Deep within our headspaces, pulling our strings as we were marionettes forced to dance to the songs of discord. Each reed and string dripping with our silent cries to end the chaotic waltz...See More »
Consistency Is ComfortingWhen it's a matter of when and not if people will get bored and loose interest, it becomes easier to become numb to it all.
How Many Scars Do You Have? [I Have a Scar]Too many to count with me. Interested in knowing about others.
Another Random WaveLike a crashing wave, depression just took over. Was perfectly fine when I woke up and now I just don't want to do anything except crawl back into bed. My head feels heavy and my hands are itching to be placated with acts of violence. It's like a...See More »
Ball of RageBeen really agitated as of late. Quick to anger and slow to calm down. I'm lashing out in all the wrong ways. Trying to be zen, focus on the positives. They're just so few and far between. It been a very long time since I've been really drunk...I...See More »
Rage and FrustrationToday is not a good day. Work is uninspiring. Didn't sleep well. Person I've been chatting just decided to regale me with a story of their co-worker they have a crush on coming on to them. Head is cloudy. Mind is on fire. I want to destroy...See More »
You Cry... Spoilers for Midnight Gospel. Watching this was like getting stabbed in the stomach with emotions.
Stressed and VolatileBeen living with two roommates since I moved to Ottawa. My plan is to move out by the beginning of 2021 to my own place. I left so many things in Toronto that I'll need to rebuy here. That coupled with rent I'll have to save $5000+ before then....See More »
...i am here for you... Drawing I did. Not original design. "When there is no one left, I am here for you. I can make it all better. Trust me"
Finally SleptTwo days without sleep. Finally got at least a few hours last night. Hopefully can get a few more tonight I need to stop talking to people. Everytime I do, my sleeping habits gets thrown out of whack and my stress/depression waves hit more...See More »
It's Gonna Be A Bad DayHaven't slept yet. The world is very fuzzy. Everytime I get tired, my eyes get heavy, and I'm about to drift off my body gets a jolt of energy. There's a sickness you can get that as it gets worst makes it so you never sleep and your body and mind...See More »
Daily Dose of DepressionAnother Friday night alone in the dark. My eyes hurt too much with the lights on.
It's Ya Boy Drawing to make myself feel better. Hands down best Pokemon boss out there. *Not original design*
Stuck on One PersonIt's been a minute since my last relationship ended. Since then there have been others to fill the time. Some just as casual encounters and some who wanted far more. And yet, here I am wishing to have the person who left to come back. I haven't...See More »
Overflow of Emotions Drawing I did. It's becomes hard to hold it all in sometimes. *Not original design*