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Millerdog My dear friend, as you may already know I have the higher respect to each one´s faith and hopes.
And I have my own.
But I do it somehow like that one that once said: "I believe BECAUSE it´s absurd".
Please note that what you expect to happen (can´t say if right or wrong) it´s almost exactly the opposite of what Science had been finding out for the last (a bit more than) 400 years.
And that is since it exists as such and perhaps thats´why it exists.
About logic.........
Well, logic is a branch of Math.
And so formal what means that have not what is called an "ontological commitment".
What we already knew since it´s founder Aristotle, but THAT was forgotten or ommited by scholasticism, "rationalism", as much as by some actual "schools of thought".
That prefer to play with rethoric and call it logic.
Best best wishes.