An update on my body image issues
So I haven't been on in long time and just wanted to say that the last six months have been good. My small town has gotten used to the idea of me, a thin and toned teenager with very large, perky natural breasts. I still get some older ladies that look at me in disgust when I wear a tank top or crop top when it's hot out.
Over the summer my family spent the whole week at the county fair, as we do every year. We show animals and things. Anyway this year it was during the hottest and most humid week on record. So I didn't wear a bra all week, boob sweat is a real thing and it makes bras even more uncomfortable. So now I had a whole county of rural living judgmental people glaring at me and covering kids eyes. I wasn't topless or anything. tank tops and crop tops, sundresses, I was covered. I don't get it. I can't help my genetics and this country needs to get over women's breasts are just sexual objects, they aren't people. However, this did get me longer rides from the ride operators. I am pretty sure one day my crop top was a bit short and I probably exposed my whole chest that day on the rides but I don't care anymore. Oh well, just breasts, not a big deal, everyone has them.
I also got to spend two weeks in an amazing place with my Aunt. A place where nudity is accepted and woman can be topless in public. No one looked at me weird, no one made comments about my body. It was fantastic. I could be comfortable and not called a slut or an attention seeker. I hope we get visit again next year.
Over the summer my family spent the whole week at the county fair, as we do every year. We show animals and things. Anyway this year it was during the hottest and most humid week on record. So I didn't wear a bra all week, boob sweat is a real thing and it makes bras even more uncomfortable. So now I had a whole county of rural living judgmental people glaring at me and covering kids eyes. I wasn't topless or anything. tank tops and crop tops, sundresses, I was covered. I don't get it. I can't help my genetics and this country needs to get over women's breasts are just sexual objects, they aren't people. However, this did get me longer rides from the ride operators. I am pretty sure one day my crop top was a bit short and I probably exposed my whole chest that day on the rides but I don't care anymore. Oh well, just breasts, not a big deal, everyone has them.
I also got to spend two weeks in an amazing place with my Aunt. A place where nudity is accepted and woman can be topless in public. No one looked at me weird, no one made comments about my body. It was fantastic. I could be comfortable and not called a slut or an attention seeker. I hope we get visit again next year.