I feel pathetic

There's a guy in a drive thru I've gotten for several months, off and on. He seems to have tried to guess my order a few weeks ago. I was flattered
But other than hello, he seems shy too. I did get a hey! Recently and he is kinda cute too. 🥹

I got him today and I wanted to say something more than hello but just couldn't!! Ugh I hate being so shy and insecure!! It sucks . He said hello how are you? As I pulled up. And that felt nice... But on the other hand, he could just be friendly in general. I can't ever really read that with guys. I hope soon I can bring up ANYTHING lol.