How he made me feel
I am a BBW. I watch alot of older tv shows from the 80s. It never fails that in at least one of the episodes they make fun of fat women. A man rejects her or they make a snide comment about fat women. She's never the object of a man's affection.
I spent so many years of my life thinking that I would be lucky to find a man who would look past my weight and appreciate my personality. It wasn't until I was in college that I found a man who lusted after plus-sized women. He made me feel like a sexy woman. I have never felt that way since. I still think about him and miss that feeling. I know that many men prefer BBWs, but It's so powerful when someone makes you feel desirable even when you don't feel it yourself.
I spent so many years of my life thinking that I would be lucky to find a man who would look past my weight and appreciate my personality. It wasn't until I was in college that I found a man who lusted after plus-sized women. He made me feel like a sexy woman. I have never felt that way since. I still think about him and miss that feeling. I know that many men prefer BBWs, but It's so powerful when someone makes you feel desirable even when you don't feel it yourself.
46-50, F
