You can do this..you CAN . You will probably need to lose a bit to get to a weight qualified for gastric bypass. For me, I recently was told my A1c blood sugars were creeping into type 2 diabetes range😔 My sister has type 1 and it is a mean disease. You have to limit carbs at every meal and now she has neuropathy pain. But I decided I did not want to start meds for my elevated sigar so they said I can try to lower it through diet. So now I just eat a smaller dinner..but still a food i like. And I only eat 2 treats a week..before I ate 4 or 5 a week. In 2 months I have lost 10 pounds. Just from simply lessening my dinner portion and 2 treats only a week. The other nights I have a mini Hershey dark. So this is doable ALexia..just some minor adjustments each week lowering calories. You are WORTH so much life and have a full life ahead....you GOT THIS!!!!!