Random thoughts

Somtime I think about you i know I shouldn’t . I feel like I put you on a pedestal I made you out to be the best person . I think it’s so hard to get over you bc I truly loved you with my whole heart . You make me out to be some bad person but I’ve never cheated I barely even had friends when I was with you . All I ever wanted to do was talk to you be with you . No matter all the shit you did and how u make me out to be you’ll always have a piece of my heart .I remember one time I thought I was dying bc someone drugged me and you where there . I remember thinking to myself if I die tonight at least she’ll be the last face I’ll see .i somtimes wish you could see how much I truly loved you and didn’t want anyone else . I feel it’s so hard to try to date again . I saw someone who looked like you the other day and my heart dropped a little . I sometimes wish for one night we could cuddle like we use to . We could just have a day of fun events good food we could forget we weren’t doing okay then we could part , but that would only make it harder . I feel very stupid it’s been months and I still think of you the good of coarse . I somtimes wonder do you hate me so bad ? I wish I could prove to u how much I loved you but I did that all the time I always tried to prove to you . I always begged for your love bc I loved you a lot and u just didn’t wanna love me ….

glizziebeautifulspirit · 26-30, F

While we can sometimes show our affection to those who present themselves as wonderful, most of the time they come in and then go.

Rusham · M

It sounds like you're going through a lot of emotions right now, and that's completely understandable. It's okay to feel the way you do, and it's important to give yourself time to heal.
You deserve happiness and love, and while it may take time, you will eventually find peace and closure.

Rusham · M

That is normal to feel that way and I realize it is hard.
The moments where you feel that you have moved on will become more frequent and lasting I’m sure.