I could be a submissive - I think?

I’m an over thinker of the worst kind. I know it. It irritates my friends, it irritates my family. It even irritates me. I analyze and over analyze. It’s a strength, and has served as my protection. It’s also a weakness. I tend to think and think and end up deciding to do nothing. Or coming to a decision way later than was necessary. It doesn’t help with procrastinating either, let me tell you! It didn’t help with getting this post down “on paper” either.

Being forced not to think, to let my mind slow down. Is that even possible? Is that what I’m looking for? Is that what attracts me to submission? Should I explore this more? I mean, I’m really pretty innocent in the rest of my life. Does this taint it? Do I care?

Sigh, see what I mean?

I don’t know. I guess we’ll see. Because after one interaction with a dom: this. This post. This is what I’ve concluded about it.

I’ll add more posts about my experience the past few days to explain a little more. But this was just to get an introduction out there.

Anyway… Hi! I’m Cass. 😊