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I could be a submissive - I think?

I’m an over thinker of the worst kind. I know it. It irritates my friends, it irritates my family. It even irritates me. I analyze and over analyze. It’s a strength, and has served as my protection. It’s also a weakness. I tend to think and think and end up deciding to do nothing. Or coming to a decision way later than was necessary. It doesn’t help with procrastinating either, let me tell you! It didn’t help with getting this post down “on paper” either.

Being forced not to think, to let my mind slow down. Is that even possible? Is that what I’m looking for? Is that what attracts me to submission? Should I explore this more? I mean, I’m really pretty innocent in the rest of my life. Does this taint it? Do I care?

Sigh, see what I mean?

I don’t know. I guess we’ll see. Because after one interaction with a dom: this. This post. This is what I’ve concluded about it.

I’ll add more posts about my experience the past few days to explain a little more. But this was just to get an introduction out there.

Anyway… Hi! I’m Cass. 😊
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666Maggotz · F
Why not just work on yourself instead of giving up your autonomy?
ContemplativeCas · 31-35, F
@666Maggotz I’ve come a far way but these habits are not easy to break. For example, going to the park, and sitting alone reading a book, I’m constantly scanning what’s going on around me, how I look to others walking by, if there is anyone who knows me. The list goes on. The result is I don’t immerse myself in the book and don’t enjoy it.

Enjoying sex is the same thing for me. It doesn’t come naturally. So being forced to focus, to listen, to respond. That somehow scratches a part of my brain that I couldn’t before.
666Maggotz · F