I once got a hug from my female friend...

and not to be a perv but her boobs pressed against my body back then and I just saw her in a bathing suit for the first time ever and those things are WAY bigger than I thought. My fantasies did not do them any justice.

Also please don't shame me for having thoughts like this. I feel bad enough I have thoughts like that about my friend to begin with now. I mean like she has a boy friend too so that makes it worse.