Did I tell you about the time I accidentally (forcefully) married an ab "shotcaller"?

@InfoTunaBotTheReturn but, I met this guy at a bar downtown my hometown. It was a bar I liked because of all the pool tables, but rarely went to. I remember that I didn't even want to go out that night, I didn't go to bars a lot. Preferred drinking alone. But I went out with this guy whom I had known forever and we were friends but trying more at the time, and I think I just wasn't happy and comfortable with it. Apparently we fought that night, which I didn't remember. I only remember waking up at 3 or 4 am with this new guy on a couch at a house party (not naked, perv). It never occurred to me that I could have been kidnapped, or roofied, because I was a regular black out drinker. And being kind of lonely and bored in life, I didn't think twice about seeing him again. A small snapshot of how I met him which really why am I sharing, I know how dumb it was of me. But aside from going through a dark period of alcoholism, I was having a hard time in life socially and knowing where I was going. Crippling anxiety (hence alcohol). I was very stuck. And at the time recovering from an ended relationship and abortion only months prior. So I wasn't exactly thinking clearly.

@Notsimilarreally So basically he snuck in through a window of intense vulnerability. It was less of a decision and more of a happening. That's often the way. We end up places because of the path that we happen to be on at the time. I can relate to that.

@InfoTunaBotTheReturn absolutely. 100%. I was taken advantage of, victimized, in the end ultimately human trafficked. I was vulnerable and he knew that. He said to me once and this was toward the end of our time physically together, before I escaped, that you're either the predator or the prey. And I sir am no predator. I take care of old people and disabled kids and animals. lol. People should not be that way to each other, they justify it because we are animals. Because violence against each other goes back forever. But, we have something most animals don't have and we can do better and make the world a better place for everyone most importantly the children. And not working toward world peace, and choosing kindness, I see as ignorant and stupid, most sincerely, after all I've seen and experienced.

@Mindfulness well it's not really a fun and lighthearted subject, so, lol