I missed you guys a lot

I hope everyone is well.

The reason I really haven't been here is because I had this epiphany. I felt very stagnated in my life for some time. I was financially stable however I was not fulfilled.

So, I began to take more steps to fulfillment. Which to me was changing aspects about one of the biggest things in my life. My job. It's all of the biggest things in our lives whether we want to admit it or not.

Me starting my crochet business was one of those things however I closed shop because I discovered that I don't want to be a salesperson. I am charismatic but I don't want to have to constantly be selling my stuff.

Sometimes when you have your own business you're working just as hard if not harder than you would at a 9-5 and the worst part is you aren't guaranteed money.
So not only did you slave away but you didn't even make your bills.

I hated deadlines, I hated dealing with people, I hated having to communicate all the time with the customers. I hated dealing with rude customers because my freaking mouth dude

Which is fine. I just realized it wasn't for me. Now I decided to take another route where I am basically monetizing various social media platforms in attempt to gain passive/residual income. Turns out I am fantastic at it. Not only that but I love it. I have gotten monetized everywhere except Facebook because they ban me every other day. I really would like to get monetized on facebook even if facebook wants to be a communist so bad. I actually got paid today!

I've been really happy lately just watching the fruits of my labor start to bloom. These projects I start usually take a while so it's nice to finally sit back and relax.

I'm finding a lot of self-fulfillments in experiencing life the way I want to. I've been chasing my dreams and even capturing them in real time. By chasing my entrepreneurial pursuits. Even in my failures I don't even consider them failures due to all of the experience and knowledge I've gained from each and every one. Having Etsy made me learn SEO which is why I feel like I'm doing so well online wise because I already know how to do seo and all these things from having an online business.

Anyways sorry for rambling but I genuinely missed you guys so much. I hope you all are well and happy holidays (only saying this because there's like 3 coming up xD WE LOVE YOU JESUS)