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I'm disappointed in myself

I haven't done a painting in a whole month or more because I've been too busy with other work 😔 And I have a lot of things, but I like to ideally be making one or two new things a month so that I keep things fresh and people don't get bored of my stuff.

It feels really shitty and makes me hate myself but I am depressed and exhausted and I don't want to

But I am going to TRY

RIGHT NOW
Turtlepower · 36-40, M
I know what will cheer you up! I'll let you paint me. 🤣 Although I'm not that complex so it may not be intellectually satisfying 🤣
caccoon · 36-40
Turtlepower · 36-40, M
@caccoon well you said animals and plants! I'm clearly one of those! 🤣 In all seriousness gl and don't be too hard on yourself!
caccoon · 36-40
@Turtlepower Thank you!
SW-User
That’s ok, you work too much and sometimes it’s ok to procrastinate a bit on side projects , you’ll get back to it once you feel inspired again
caccoon · 36-40
@SW-User I need to make time for it though, I just always get bogged down by the business side of selling it etc
Selah ·
The good thing about disappointing yourself is you can just lower the bar whenever you feel like it and pretend it didnt happen.
caccoon · 36-40
@Selah I wish my brain worked like that. If I make something bad, I get this super annoying subconscious feeling that follows me around for a day XD

But it's whatever, I can always redo things
I feel the same way at times, but I’m getting back currently and some day you will too . Hoping you find way back to it soon, love ❤️ 🙏🏿
caccoon · 36-40
@TurtleEclipseOfTheHeart and you too! 🥺💙💙
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
what do you paint?
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
@caccoon how come?
caccoon · 36-40
@AllelujahHaptism Just the colours and I am going to redo the line drawing because it's a bit fucky
AllelujahHaptism · 36-40, M
@caccoon good luck then :)
do your best ^^
caPnAhab · 26-30, M
I know art is a labor of love

And feels really good when you finish a long and tedious project. You got it.
caccoon · 36-40
@caPnAhab It sure does! I feel like I need to keep creating things I am happy with to be truly content with myself ☺️
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Classified · M
Did you manage to do a part of a painting? 😄
caccoon · 36-40
@Classified I've just finished the line drawing so I'm gonna transfer and paint it now 😊
Classified · M
@caccoon Hopefully you had a fun time.😃
JRVanguard · 26-30, M
Imsleepy · 31-35
LordShadowfire · 46-50, M
Paint a large raven in a top hat with a weird purple gemstone and a rat skull pendant.
iamonfire696 · 41-45, F
Don’t be so hard on yourself. You are so creative and talented 💗.
SW-User
I'm disappointed too. I mean, you haven't even started swimming over here yet. Ffs its only a small ocean
caccoon · 36-40
@SW-User I think you're forgetting about the power dynamic here 😤😤🗝️🔒
SW-User
@caccoon all the more reason to come here quick. I'm out of control 😈

 
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