I'm disappointed in myself

I haven't done a painting in a whole month or more because I've been too busy with other work 😔 And I have a lot of things, but I like to ideally be making one or two new things a month so that I keep things fresh and people don't get bored of my stuff.

It feels really shitty and makes me hate myself but I am depressed and exhausted and I don't want to

But I am going to TRY

RIGHT NOW