I hated my walk in the woods lol Something is strange in the earth there after a summer of disrespect. I'm just tired today. I had to go slow.
I greeted the ocean and we danced our dance.
I loved on Alien extra, he's an old guy now, slowing down and I hate to think of him missing any snuggles.
The guy I turned down is asking to be friends first(?) and I haven't responded yet. I don't know. We could definitely be friends, we get along well but there's so much sexual tension and as high as that drive is I like to go slow. I'm just not ready. There's another guy too. It's good at least to meet a few men nicer than what I've been experiencing lately. I'm not taking any of it too serious. But we talk and they respond to me like they want to talk to me. It's amazing what I've been going without that these guys just do. I will enjoy this because I know I won't always have attention.
I'm enjoying the major slow down so so soooo much. I wouldn't say I feel normal, but I feel very sane and ready to lock in this peace and balance.
