Want a drink

It sucks being an alcoholic. I remember I was hanging out with a coworker. We were bowling and got some beer. He would take an occasional sip. And I was chugging mine. It didn’t matter if it was vodka, I’d still chug. Now I got an interview for a job in the morning and I want nothing more than some alcohol to calm me down and I can’t. I’ve spent the last 14 months being sober.