Im an alcoholic

I slept with two coworkers at my last job and I had two more in my sight but I quit to get help for my alcoholism but I look back on that and think what a fucking stupid idea that was. One only a drunk makes. I was drunk 24/7. I never responded to anyone that tried to reach me after I quit. That whole experience I want to forget. lol and don’t get me wrong all my coworkers were attractive- but that’s a very scuzzy thing to do, and that’s not who I am unless I’m drunk