Bad experience
So I had an appointment with my psychiatrist today and I am in an alcoholism program and I have to take a urine test every time I see him which is like once a month.
It’s because they’re trying to make sure that I haven’t relapsed in order to continue helping me.
Anyways today there was a new nurse and I just felt like she was annoyed by me or something, but I peed in a cup and she told me it wasn’t enough which I’ve never had them say that to me before so I was irritated but I said OK I’m gonna I’m gonna go and I’ll come back and do the urine test later.
So I leave I come back hours later and I pee again she tells me again it’s not enough so at that point I got really irritated and I stormed out of there which I’m embarrassed about, but I was so stressed and anxious about the whole situation because I have a very bad anxiety disorder
She calls me an hour after I get home to tell me actually we’re gonna use that last sample so I just feel like she was fucking with me genuinely
I think she wanted me to get angry and I did because I hate going there as it is and I felt trapped
I just had surgery too like I have a black eye, a nose cast thing, my ear has been stitched up and I’m exhausted already.
I just felt like I was fucking suffocating.
It’s because they’re trying to make sure that I haven’t relapsed in order to continue helping me.
Anyways today there was a new nurse and I just felt like she was annoyed by me or something, but I peed in a cup and she told me it wasn’t enough which I’ve never had them say that to me before so I was irritated but I said OK I’m gonna I’m gonna go and I’ll come back and do the urine test later.
So I leave I come back hours later and I pee again she tells me again it’s not enough so at that point I got really irritated and I stormed out of there which I’m embarrassed about, but I was so stressed and anxious about the whole situation because I have a very bad anxiety disorder
She calls me an hour after I get home to tell me actually we’re gonna use that last sample so I just feel like she was fucking with me genuinely
I think she wanted me to get angry and I did because I hate going there as it is and I felt trapped
I just had surgery too like I have a black eye, a nose cast thing, my ear has been stitched up and I’m exhausted already.
I just felt like I was fucking suffocating.
