Trying to stay sober during holidays sucks.

Everybody openly drinks even knowing I struggle with it. Alcohol sitting everywhere. People mixing it. Talking to each other about it. Talking to me about it. From a post online it probably sounds intentional. It's not. Just normalized. This stuff is on TV and in public so people don't question it.

Before I made this post, someone turned to me and said, "This is good" before asking how I'm doing.

I just had non-alcoholic eggnog.