Can’t do this much longer
Nurse: anything stressing you out lately?
Me: well I’m bankrupting likely
Her: I’m sorry
Her: well your ua came back with fentanyl and OxyContin in it
Me: uhm I’ve never had either
Her: I’m going to pour the urine in another cup to test again
Her: now it’s also testing for alcohol
Me: uhm I haven’t drank since July 21st
Her: well well send it off to a lab to figure out why
😒😒😒 then my caseworker calls saying don’t stress. How?
It pisses me off. I just had a urine test yesterday and tested negative for everything but then I had a urine test today and it tested positive for all these fucking drugs I’ve never had and I’m just really irritated by it and now I have to wait on the lab to figure out what is even going on .
And my caseworker called saying stop worrying but I can’t help but I’m so exhausted by life and I’ve tried so hard to be sober from alcohol and it feels like a big slap in the face these tests
Me: well I’m bankrupting likely
Her: I’m sorry
Her: well your ua came back with fentanyl and OxyContin in it
Me: uhm I’ve never had either
Her: I’m going to pour the urine in another cup to test again
Her: now it’s also testing for alcohol
Me: uhm I haven’t drank since July 21st
Her: well well send it off to a lab to figure out why
😒😒😒 then my caseworker calls saying don’t stress. How?
It pisses me off. I just had a urine test yesterday and tested negative for everything but then I had a urine test today and it tested positive for all these fucking drugs I’ve never had and I’m just really irritated by it and now I have to wait on the lab to figure out what is even going on .
And my caseworker called saying stop worrying but I can’t help but I’m so exhausted by life and I’ve tried so hard to be sober from alcohol and it feels like a big slap in the face these tests
