Huge debt alcoholism

Got more bad news. So I went to the ER for 30 minutes to get detox meds because my caseworker sent me there after not being able to find me a rehab center. I had no health insurance and I am being hit from three different places now with huge bills. I tried enrolling in a plan to pay one of them and was rejected. Which I don’t know why. My credit score is good. So I’ve been making small payments to two of them and asking for an itemized deduction from the last one because I want to make sure there are no errors. All I did was get blood work done, and sent on my way with the detox meds. So I’m not sure how it’s that expensive. Rn it’s at $3,100. And I won’t lie I’m scared I’m going to get more bills. So at this point, if the hospital and other companies refuse to accept payments, I know I’m looking at bankrupting considering my other medical debt I already have. I am still jobless while trying to sober from alcohol and on a ton of meds at this point.


So after that monologue.. I had almost relapsed but didn’t. And my caseworker took the bills and looked me in the eyes. She said none of it is worth my sobriety. But reality is.. bankrupting is terrifying and I am getting ready to have to go down this path.


My psychologist keeps telling me to go out and not sit around while I recover. So as I have no friends.. I asked my mom if she wanted to go swimming. She said yes but stood me up today. So I’m depressed. I know it sounds stupid. Just in a huge mess right now.