Drinking and drinking

I got drunk with my mom a few days ago and it’s weird after staying away from alcohol so long but being able to have a day every once in awhile. But that pain comes back instantly when I drink. You become this ultimate problem solver when drunk yet make everything worse. Stumbling around the mall with my mom, I’d puked on myself. It was quite the day. But somehow I needed it. She said let’s get you liquored up, I got quiet and thought yes please.