What should I do?

I'm getting ready for a big day tomorrow. I have blood draws, groups and class. It was something to struggle with being able to take in Recovery with these life challanges schizophrenia brings upon me . Like selling my car for one.. it took some though on the back burners then a small mishap to say enough.. I had to move back into shared living too.. Just to survive the bout with probation. But what then? I have this glimmer of hope that I wont spontaneously combust from the.. lack of time?