When the cravings hit.....

Craving it....
Not exactly sure
how to stop the spiral
When the cravings hit
Internal conflict takes its toll
Now i question whether
I give a shit
Everyone says
that im trippen
Give in
Lust is natural
But what happens
When lust becomes a catapult
Propelled in to a sex induced haze
No longer able to tell right from wrong
Suddenly
everything
that is right feels wrong
And its hard to keep my thoughts straight
So i just go along
And before long
I cant remember
Where I put my sanity
I must have left it somewhere
Wait...
Didnt I have a family?
And where did all my friends go?
Time flies at the speed of light
But my mind is slow
But im catching on
Somethings wrong
This isn't reality
It's a work of fiction
Looking through distorted lense
Caught up in sex addiction.