He knows what he is doing to me😔

[b] there is a guy on here who has created a bunch of pages to troll me from so he can "break me" it's not working but mean while in real life, there is a guy I stay away from. He knows I'm addicted but he is like a magnet. Hard to miss the attraction. Well lately he has been "checking up on me" He knows my emotional triggers, He is intelligent and he verbally walks me into the same traps Every time. I try to end the encounter by telling him that if he really wants to help he will stop contacting me...but somehow I end up begging him not to hang up telling him I need him. And He always reassures me that we need each other and that this thing that happens between us where he demands and I supply, where he pulls away and I desperately hold on...could be healthy. And He knows it's not🥺 He hasn't asked anything of me that I need to give him in person yet but I'm tired of the song and dance. We know how this ends smh. [/b]