I Was Taught How To Use A GunMy dad taught me . I was 6 years old maybe younger . It was a long time ago. I have not held a gun for 8 years in my hands. I do not own one now i need one :) . What I do know is that I will never take pills to try to kill myself again. It is... See More »
I Don't Trust Easily AnymoreSo it took me months to reach out for help or just try and talk to someone. And the first time i reach out they betray me. Needless to say I am alone . Have always been. Will always be. I am completely alone.
I Need SerenityBull **** God (hilarious - there is no God) grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; courage to change the thing I can; ( nope no control over that ) and wisdom to know the difference. (Whatever) Living one day at a time;... See More »
I Think Life SucksPut on the fake smile. Pull the shoulders back and pretend everything is okay today.
Is it the end today?It is Friday the 13th . Today may be a good day to end it all. For days, weeks my life has been a mere waste of air. I do not think of much more than ending it .
Intentional?http://www.usmagazine.com/celebrity-news/news/16-and-pregnant-star-valerie-fairman-dies-at-23-of-overdose-w457457
