I'm always sad but I always disguise it with a smile so nobody knows and I don't want to assume I have depression because someone probably has it worsI just wish to be truly happy again I can't laugh anymore I always fake my laugh and I always feel like everyone's better than me I got top 9 in my class but I don't feel rewarded I feel useless I feel empty
I used to be a great student but I was fat and unhappy but now I'm fit and happy but my parents isn't satisfied with my studies anymore and I feel so
