I am hypo right now

@LilirWyddfa Break down in tears if you want. This is where sw can't show how we feel. Becksta, I love you. Always will.

@LilirWyddfa I think that I have dissociated right now... I feel detached from myself and my emotions.

Probably a good thing for me because I have been talking about some heavy and personal experiences recently and I can usually only access them from my protector identity.

Thank you for your words, though... it helps us to know that people still care about us, in spite of all these illnesses and the drama of life.

@HootyTheNightOwl I always care about you and so does my Father in heaven, He who cares about the sparrows and feeds them.

@assemblingaknob I'm ok. Thank you. I get a bit mixed up when I'm hypo. Hope I making sense!

@LilirWyddfa I don't mind... I have come to see you as a friend - even as my protector identity... and Her main job is to stop people and events from hurting us further.

@HootyTheNightOwl If anyone tries to threaten you, they will have to threaten me first. I have the word of God. It makes the devil tremble. I don't feel brave myself. I am as scared as you. But I trust in God and believe.

@LilirWyddfa I know that those who hurt us all will one day have to face Him and answer for their crimes... that knowledge helps me to not feel as angry as I once would have been - but I can't help feeling sad at what they did to us.

I can never go back and be the old me that I was... I have to live with the new me and be who I am now - even if I have to live between three different people and hope that I can unlock a fourth who holds some of my memories one day.