I am hypo right now

@LilirWyddfa I was up early (for me), this morning, so I napped for a while. I hope you are feeling better now???

@HootyTheNightOwl Yes, Becksta, I am ok now. How are you today?

@LilirWyddfa That's good... I was concerned about you.

I am doing better than my cousin is... she died at 2 o'clock today. Finally free from her suffering.

I'm feeling stronger than I thought that I would be. I guess that I mourned her alongside my friend last week, when I broke. I can't shake the feeling that I need my man, though...

@HootyTheNightOwl I just want to hold you tight. Even though we're just Internet friends. Your cousin. It could be you or me. Becksta, I feel with you. Even though it's just typing. You will never know how much I feel for you until we meet in heaven.

@LilirWyddfa Break down in tears if you want. This is where sw can't show how we feel. Becksta, I love you. Always will.

@LilirWyddfa I think that I have dissociated right now... I feel detached from myself and my emotions.

Probably a good thing for me because I have been talking about some heavy and personal experiences recently and I can usually only access them from my protector identity.

Thank you for your words, though... it helps us to know that people still care about us, in spite of all these illnesses and the drama of life.

@HootyTheNightOwl I always care about you and so does my Father in heaven, He who cares about the sparrows and feeds them.