I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

I am deciding the truth of my existence today. Not really but it sounded promising so I thought I might go with it. I wish things were different, I know its on me to make things that way. I am trying to find the way and given enough time I shall find it.

I thought about moving out of state and trying it somewhere else because it is very expensive to live here. I am kind of hanging out here though, to see if anything happens that could make living here any better financially. I know get a better paying job, but that is only a piece of it.

I have to get out of my thoughts because if I do not, I will illicit feelings of frustration and sadness within me and hey, it's Friday, I want to be happy.

Sometimes it feels like I am never going to pass here
Sometimes it feels like I am stuck
I am getting closer
Closer to my dreams
Moving on to my dreams
Higher and higher
Feel it in my being
Feel it all around me
Moving higher
Closer to my dreams

I still have a few hours left of work this afternoon and then my weekend begins. I have bo plans as of yet, well, except laundry. I should go to the beach or something.