I Want To Write My Random Thoughts And Feelings

Isn't it sad when the only reason you don't harm yourself is because you don't want the scars to show? I feel so detached, yet emotional all at the same time. I won't go into too much, because I realize it's unhealthy to let an online platform become your diary, but I am stressed upon stressed. I come home from work, go to school, then do homework, then get up to go to work again. It is literally a battle for me to get in my car, and drive to work without turning around. Once I get there, I am usually fine, but man, life is hard. Family life doesn't help either, as my parents will never begin to understand the independence that I want, and my grades are suffering. I don't feel like writing anymore. If you want more details, message me, but I doubt anyone will read this anyway.