I Am Sexually Confused

I'm not really confused in a bad way, but its kinda like if I wasn't straight I wouldn't be that surprised. I mean I don't really care about getting some label, I am what I am. Recently, I was watching this anime, Oregairu, and I realized that the main character was a lot like me... even the part where he's attracted to his guy friend and feels weird about it. I'm pretty sure I'm straight, but there's this friend of mine, super pretty, popular (esp with guys), and really girly and petite and stuff that makes me feel like blushing. And its because of things she does, like we're not that close, because we don't have the same group of friends, and while we are friends, we aren't close enough to hug or do weird stuff comfortably with. But she does stuff like slips her hand in my pocket, [when i turn around a look at her she just smiles] and grab my arm and stuff in such a way that it makes me seriously want to blush. Oh well, just wanted to get that out there.

firelaw · 22-25, F

I would, if not for the potential social suicide problem I might face if it doesn't go well. Plus I don't want to ruin our friendship. I'm more of a cautious person, haha, but I might not even want to do that so I feel its best to just leave it and see where this goes. ppl tend to open up to me when we're alone, so theres just that hurdle to jump.