I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be OkayI have schizophrenia and in the past I went through these 'tests' that the 'they' of schizophrenia put me through. Now that I'm over it I don't think much about it,I seem to have made peace with them and I worry only about the future and about how... See More »
I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be OkayI've always wanted this but it's just out of touch; plus being touched hurts me. I can't get what I need..
I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be OkayDepersonalization.... Right now... I am in a philosophical trance. Right now... I am questioning everything in sight, everything that I've interacted with, and even my own existence. I question the definition of living versus... See More »
I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be OkayDoes This Really Ever Happen?... I'm sure it does. But this.....is only in my fantasies. Being held. Told things will be okay, it's just not in the cards in my life, and I can't hold myself so it's kind of disappointing.
I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be OkayI worked last night. I should be asleep because there is more work tonight. It's good work but I'm no good at work when I'm sleepy. It gets tricky around 5 am trying to stay awake without a good day's sleep the day before. Melatonin does the trick... See More »
