I Want To Be Held And Told Everything Will Be Okay

I have schizophrenia and in the past I went through these 'tests' that the 'they' of schizophrenia put me through. Now that I'm over it I don't think much about it,I seem to have made peace with them and I worry only about the future and about how things could be better if I worked hard at it. I believe in Jesus Christ and that helps when ur going through a bout of schizophrenia when your voices want you to enjoy something but you want sanity so much... Believing in Jesus Christ has a calming effect on what you hear/see/feel in coping with the disease. Sometimes grooming seems uncomfortable and its so nice to be comfortable.