I Keep My Ep Account A Secret

@AnarchoMetalchic really? You don't look at other woman? Ever? You are a better husband than I can be! I am not looking to collect another woman or hook up with another woman. I am just looking at pretty women online. You are going to say that's wrong aren't you? I guess you are right strictly speaking, I shouldn't need the attention or input of other women ideally but my marriage isn't ideal. I need to be able to get through the day and being alone in my head is dark and dangerous.

@Genieinabottle I think I would be concerned if my husband didn't look at other women. What do you mean by "lock down"?

I have been monitored, and scrutinised so I didn't look at other women or have any female Facebook friends. Had to account for all my time like coming and going to work. I was to be completely transparent to my wife. It was hard. Knowing she didn't trust me. Knowing she was reading my emails, my Facebook messages and text messages. She was the one who wanted to stay together. I wanted to leave her. BUT, after almost six years total we are in a good place again. It was a long dark lonely time - felt like I was being kept in a jar.@Rennie

@Tonia3 lots of ep friends still haven't come on here

@mrmoose And they will never come here, sadly.

Strictly from a logistical point of view it must be hard to type like that.@DonaldTrumpet