I just hate this
1.I truly hate that my mom doesn't take care of herself and would literally put everyone else's needs before hers whilst suffering immensely.
2. I am angry that my siblings (except
my older brother) don't think about my mom's welfare and the hurt she faces from past trauma and abuse the way I do.
3. I hate that my mom would starve herself and not eat just just so my siblings (all grown adults) can have food to eat.
4. I am angry that at age 58, my mom is financially unstable and her kids don't pool together to really take care of her (again, except my older brother).
5. I am angry that I don't make enough money to take care of her the way I really want to.
6.I HATE that I get so angry at her all the time for sacrificing her health and well being for her grown ass kids who refuse to learn responsibility and look after themselves.
7. I hate that there's no possible way I can get my mom health insurance because of her age and weight.
8. I get so upset thinking about everything she's been through and what she continues to put up with that I find myself subconsciously transferring some of that frustration unto her.
9. I hate that I suffer major depression and anxiety and that I'm not available emotionally to really support her without getting ticked off or angry every once in a while.
10. I hate it..I just hate it all.
2. I am angry that my siblings (except
my older brother) don't think about my mom's welfare and the hurt she faces from past trauma and abuse the way I do.
3. I hate that my mom would starve herself and not eat just just so my siblings (all grown adults) can have food to eat.
4. I am angry that at age 58, my mom is financially unstable and her kids don't pool together to really take care of her (again, except my older brother).
5. I am angry that I don't make enough money to take care of her the way I really want to.
6.I HATE that I get so angry at her all the time for sacrificing her health and well being for her grown ass kids who refuse to learn responsibility and look after themselves.
7. I hate that there's no possible way I can get my mom health insurance because of her age and weight.
8. I get so upset thinking about everything she's been through and what she continues to put up with that I find myself subconsciously transferring some of that frustration unto her.
9. I hate that I suffer major depression and anxiety and that I'm not available emotionally to really support her without getting ticked off or angry every once in a while.
10. I hate it..I just hate it all.
26-30, F
