Do you fear others see you

Yes. I spend a lot of logic energy countering the emotional narrative. It wears me out.

The world sees me much different than I really am

I really am nice

A good chunk of the time.

Nude? No I'm cool with it. 🤣

Sometimes I wish they would. I would be even more alone then, but I wouldn't have to fight the monster so hard.

Yes. worse still, I fear they see me as worse than I see myself

I used to, I couldn't look people in the eye. I thought they would see right through me and know all my secrets. For years I wore a baseball cap everywhere so I could hide my eyes.

Nowadays, I don't fear it. I don't want it just like I don't want people in my house, I don't want people seeing the result and making all kinds of theories as to why I see myself that way.

I fear people see me as a loser as someone not even worth socializing with

nope
I keep myself pretty well hidden

Sometimes

I'm working on that. Getting stronger every day. I wish you the best

Nope not anymore and even when I did they saw the opposite of what I saw which I am now able to see for myself

no because i see myself more positive than what some others say or do to me.

That particularly part of me are the only time I play cards, and those I play very close to my chest. But no...I came to the realization some time ago that you can't control how you're perceived, so....why torture yourself over things beyond your control. Besides, those "others" I have relationships with are people who are fine with who I am. Why would anyone subject themself to anything else?
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No. It turns out they saw me as so much worse than I saw myself. I’m over it.

There’s no big critic than your own mind.

It would take a lot of pain and insight to interpret what they saw,

Nope. You?

No..i am who i am

No. That would be easier to live with

No I don't really care..

Not really

God, I hope not....

I hope not.

No...

I do not.

No.

Nope i have no fear