I Often Wonder What If

I have days like today where I sit and go over every little detail and what ifs till the point it starts to drive me mad so maybe expressing them may help?


I wonder if I hadn’t had realised it was you on here would you still be here spying on me?

I wonder if I still cross your mind at all?

I wonder if you regret your lies and cheating and wish you had just been honest with me?

I wonder if you meant what you said last time we spoke because what I felt was real?

I wonder if you will ever be truly happy with your life and if you ever travel the path I have traveled.

I wonder if you ever find your true self a self you can come to love and accept.

And..

I wonder if you know how I actually truly feel about you?