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I Often Wonder What If

I have days like today where I sit and go over every little detail and what ifs till the point it starts to drive me mad so maybe expressing them may help?

I wonder if I hadn’t had realised it was you on here would you still be here spying on me?

I wonder if I still cross your mind at all?

I wonder if you regret your lies and cheating and wish you had just been honest with me?

I wonder if you meant what you said last time we spoke because what I felt was real?

I wonder if you will ever be truly happy with your life and if you ever travel the path I have traveled.

I wonder if you ever find your true self a self you can come to love and accept.

And..

I wonder if you know how I actually truly feel about you?

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SW-User

Still frustrated,I see,😉

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SW-User

So you say but you never leave🤷‍♂️ @LittleTinks

LittleTinks

“Walks away” @SW-User

SW-User

So,you say 😉. 😂@LittleTinks

Keepitdown · F

Sorry that you are obviously in turmoil about this but you should really busy your mind on something that is worth the effort. Walk away from cheaters and liars, no matter how strongly you feels unless you can accept their ways, they will never change, you just need to figure out if you can live with that or not

LittleTinks

I guess I am your right.. sometimes I just get stuck in my thoughts a little I guess but I know your right they will never change and I think that’s the sad part about it :( @Keepitdown

Keepitdown · F

Yes, it is. It is not easy but you will be much more at peace. Try to break the cycle of thinking labour it with something that doesn’t allow you to constantly think about it, doing something artistic or very physical can work. Like anything h else you need to practice breaking the cycle of thought and it will with time get easier.

LittleTinks

Your so right I may do some drawing today or finish reading my book :) @Keepitdown

Peaches · F

Do you keep a journal? I did for many years and was amazed at far I had grown when I looked back and read all that I had written. I had so much heartache and sadness in it, then one day I realized I had out grown some of those old emotions and threw it away.💙 I lived with a cheater for ten years.

LittleTinks

I used to many years ago but I burnt them all when I changed my life and myself I didn’t want anything holding me back or any negativity from the words I wrote if that makes sense? .. when I first came to SW I wrote about this person but when I looked back on my writing I did see things had changed a lot.. I think it’s just the memories that pull me back now and again.. I am sorry you went threw that my mum did too so I understand 🤗 @Peaches

Peaches · F

@LittleTinks Yes, it all makes sense.😌

LittleTinks

Glad It’s does 😘@Peaches

antonioio · 70-79, M

Never look back with what if
Look to the future because anything nice or beautiful your going to get in life will be their 😊

LittleTinks

I have my off days lol.. @antonioio

antonioio · 70-79, M

we all do
But with the help of friends we move on and convince ourselves that their is better to come @LittleTinks

LittleTinks

Yes I know I keep telling myself better things are to come @antonioio

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