Am I a disappointment?

I hope you will get over your pain and feeling of "hating" yourself.
Try to start over and take steps to not harm yourself minute by minute and etc

If you need to chat I m willing to do so

Don't worry and don't think of it as a defeat. Staying clean is hard. It was just one setback. Do what you have been doing and try again. Just keep trying at every moment. *gives you hugs* take care of your wound and just keep telling your self to keep trying like you have been doing.

No. A minor set back. Simply start anew. You can do it.

Don't give up Now,It happens when you can't handle it anymore or by yourself.Start over and try to find some family or friends to support you through this time .Take care 🤗

You’re not a disappointment. You’re human. It’s how you pick yourself up from them lows that matters the most, because moments like that build resilience. It’s a work in progress. Remember that.

Nah. You slipped. It happens. Forgive yourself for being human and go on doing what you were doing for the past 5 months.